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Wednesday, June 27

So the idea of evangelizing, is to share to people about God.
Yeah well, talking with my friend at work (the one asking me about my views on sex), I thought about how to best help her.

I want to introduce her to some of the people in my youth group by bringing her there.
Except:
1. Is she even interested in seeking God?
2. Some people at the youth group.... are not the people I want to introduce her to.

But maybe, I don't have to invite her any time soon.
Maybe I have to stand back and observe for a while longer. Does this person really want to seek?
Don't let your views skew decision making Marco.

And maybe, I can wait until we do another Young Adults at the park/beach?
That's probably more comfortable, closer to where she lives, and gives her stigma less to work with.

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I realized it last weekend.
I do have strong emotions. Emotions strong enough to take over me.
I watched Brave, and man, I legitimately cried when I heard the girl was saying "I just want you to stay Mom!" in one of the most cheesiest ways.
I knew this part was coming as the director wants the audience to feel the sadness and the jump to happiness when the Mom reverts back to human.
And since I knew it, I also knew that I was going to cut my emotions off to avoid them.
So I tried to just feel everything.
The outcome was nothing. Then my face deformed, all scrunched up and I cried.
I held my voice back, but I was crying.

Man, I'm not as invulnerable to emotions as I thought, which is actually a nice realization.
Yet the same time, I feel like emotions can be so dangerous.
But yeah. And also Doghouse chicken wings are niiice.
$14 for 16 flavoured wings. Awesome price, and decent variety of flavours.

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