Today.... was just a day where the discussions I had hit so many of my hotspots.

Dating-situations with 'guarding' the hearts both genders.

To take that leap of faith, what is stopping me? Do I fear, making this decision?

I'm too tired to word everything out, but....

-Universal Lottery vrs. God, hm.

-God doesn't want me to 'think my way' into heaven, a Christian needs to always rely on God

-the Old Testament says not to eat pork, could be because people back then didn't cook their meat thoroughly

-and.... told women to have sacred cleaning, because they didn't clean themselves properly during their menstruation

-darn, I forgot like half of the stuff I wanted to remember. But I'll take what I got.

So to put this down....

-I am still thinking on the terms of 'What if?' What if everything is a coincidence? What if humans are not meant to achieve satisfaction?

-Why can't I open my mind, and at least see what I can be like as a Christian? (proven that there were no suppressed thoughts of a certain past)