Thankful, but....

I'm still tired.

I came back from the gym, ate a large dessert bun, and then fell asleep for 2 hours. Yet right now I still feel....not sleepy, but lethargic.

So what now?
I'm reviewing what has been happening for the last several days.

I've been much more productive.
Learning to spend my time more wisely, I've been keeping up with homework and chores. Plus, I've been getting much more sleep.

That was something I strived hard to achieve. Without proper sleep, I find myself much more easily tempted to waste my time, and make has decisions.

I worked hard for Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and then didn't touch any homework after that.

Instead, my time went into hanging out.
Thursday, I had class cancelled but didn't know. But I got have an airbandz practice with Zach. Friday was work, bus to school for airbandz, skate at Lake Ramsey, hand out free cookies at all the residences.
Saturday, work, nap, dinner with these friends that I know feel like they are few or the people I feel comfortable with. They are some older girls who have already graduated, and just so motherly. I dunno.... they make me feel at home.


And here I am, Sunday. I went to church, fell asleep again. Had lunch, went to Tue gym, took a nap at home and then just felt, dead.

Why do I feel so.... ugh. How can I feel satisfied? How can God satisfy me? I'm jot feeling lonely, but I feel like I am relying on people too much. How do people feel satisfied? Do people feel satisfied? If not, how are they coping?