Great Day

It didn't start off too well, since I got out of my bed 10 mins late, making me rush breakfast.
Through that rush, I gobbled up some fresh bacon and eggs while packing up my laptop and books.
I however found out later that I grabbed the wrong bag of food, and brought with me some desserts instead of my 2 sandwiches.

I decided to stand through it, and focus on finishing my assignment.
My house-mate came in with his lunch, and decided to share his food with me. Some nice home-made bread with some garlic spread did the trick for lunch.
Then I finished my assignment, learned how to use the school printers, and got back to the Spiritual Life Office to join the bible study.
During the bible study, I mentioned that there were my desserts in the fridge, and 2 other people offered their food!
So I had this delicious triple-decker sandwich that gave me the energy I needed.
I grabbed a tea bag and pour some hot water into my metal water, and it's just a delicious combo.
(and I just googled if my Contigo travel mug was BPA free or not, and is it!)

Handed in my assignment, getting ready to wake up early, and get to my workplace to just do some studying before working.
Drinking a lot of water, so I can get ready for the actual badminton tournament tomorrow.

And it's not that nothing wrong is happening around me.
Like a rowdy girl from LCF just broke up.
2 of my housemates having a discussion that led into a silly dispute.

But those aren't problems that I directly deal with.
I don't have the ability to take it upon myself to deal with other people's problems.
Even though I do feel like telling off 1 of my housemates for speaking the way he did.

And here I am, just feeling happy to see the goodness in people.
Maybe it's because I'm surrounded with people who are trying understand the same God.
Or maybe it's because the people around me show their appreciation for me.
I'm just buzzing with satisfactory feelings.

It feels like everything right....
I'm making progress in life....
....

And even  though this feeling won't last too long, I should appreciate having it.
Don't just tell myself to degrade the feeling just because I am not thinking about everything.
While it may be true that I am not focusing on certain problems.... I am focusing on the positive aspects?
Is this right?
Why do I feel like it's wrong to feel happy like this....?
Is it because I'm not use to this feeling?
....
I always think if it relates to my Dad, the way he gave me those feelings and ripping it away, giving me regret instead. Again and again....
Maybe I'm scared of the good feelings because I've grown up telling myself to never feel happy. Cause that was how I tried to protect myself.

Hmm.... time to sleep Marco.
It's still a great day.
Make tomorrow into a great day as well.