Newest Nightmare

I was playing soccer, and my marked person got past me because I was careless.
She made a really bad shot, trying to do a bicycle kick and motivated me to guard her more.
After that, our team scored 2 goals and won.

Started walking back to the changing room, and found out that I won some betting money.
Since I had bet 10 chips, I decided to take the same amount. David on the other hand, took a handful and told me that it didn't matter.

I came back home to find that my Dad wanted to play Pokemon, so I gave him the game without any instructions.
He played the game without knowing what to do, and I was making fun of him.
The next thing I found was him lying on the couch, and my Mom and my sister beside him.
Mom told me that Dad can't work anymore, and I figured that I have to quit school to start working full-time.

I got up, and my sister followed me outside of the room (somehow my family was living in the Alder house).
I started closing all the lights to save money, and went upstairs to just relax.
I started hearing my Mom screaming, though I couldn't make out what she was saying.

This lady came over and seemed to want to help us, but what she did was kind of weird.
She unscrewed the back of our computer and removed something, only to stop when some other lady came by and yelled at her.

I was close to waking up, so I was thinking, am I worrying about how poorly I am doing in school?
Was the unemployment thing spurred on because I was reading my Social Welfare textbook?
Is it right to feel motivated for school, realizing that I am taking my schooling for granted?
Should my priorities be switched around, and place schooling higher?
Cause right now, one of my biggest worries is how can I settle this awkwardness between the girl I was  (or may be) infatuated with, and I.
Like she told me that she wants to give me some distance, so she doesn't really want to talk to me.
So maybe I should take the easier route and just not talk to her, and just stay out of each other's life.
But she's trying to give me some small talk once in a while, and I'm guessing that is to affirm that she doesn't want me out of her life.
And I feel like I should listen to her opinion of trying to give me distance, because my first thought would be to jump in and talk over everything so that I don't have to worry about it so much.
But then I realize how my thoughts fluctuate so much, between maybe we should not talk ever again, to maybe she's thinking about seeing if I am actually the one.
I'm not sure what I'm thinking.
I've never been in a situation like this, so I have nothing from myself to draw from.
And she was the only one it was awkward being around during the camp trip last week.
And I remember she was worried about getting a car, and thinking about all the financial things.
I felt like we are in a different stage in life, cause I'm not even for sure into my 2nd year of program.
And I don't feel rushed to get into the full-time working stage of my life yet.
Wait, maybe that could have been a factor in my nightmare last night.
I dunno, I don't want to have to find a girl by seeing if she is later in their stage of life.
Because then I'd feel this unnecessary superiority over her.
So maybe that works with this girl I like also?
Wait, is this even worth thinking if she has no feelings for me?
Maybe it's going to be like before, she might tell me "I will never ever like you".
But maybe that's ingrained in me because that phrase got me to actually acknowledge, that there are not going to be any romantic feelings.

Oh yeah, after that lady left in my dream, I walked upstairs to be met with people from the youth group at Glad.
The girl saw me and said hi, and told me that they were going skiing, and I just stood there knowing that spending money would not be a good idea.

*sigh*
Am I to take my dream seriously?
Because sometimes my dreams actually happen later in life.
Most of them haven't, but I worry.