But all I see, is the persona of a person wanting attention.
But in my limited eyes, I can't see the fine line between Wanting and NEEDING attention.
This guy, sounds homosexual, acts like a weeaboo, nothing I want to be like, unpopular, walking around with a blindfold on.
What is with him and letting other people makes jokes of him?
Behind his back, jokes about his awkwardness, weird looks, ignoring him.
This stranger, is putting up a string of facebook status about suicide.
He askes what's the best way to do it and his facebook friends question him with what's wrong?
hey what are you doing?
/patpatpat need somebody to talk to?
what's wrooong?
omg are you okay? lol
[name]....
u r insane
And I stay off his wall, refreshing his wall to see anything new pops up.
And I think.... this is a bad situation.
1. He is contemplating suicide, and well, I don't know him that well so even if I try to talk to him it wouldn't do anything right?
2. People are trying to help him, so it's not like he's not getting help.
3. What is wrong with some of these replies on his wall?
And I know, that those are ugly thoughts.
I'm just seeing how disgusting his life is, and I am sitting behind a screen watching.
Do I even have the right to listen to him?
We have close to no relationship because his conversation topics were just like any other person's small talk.
I don't understand myself.
I don't want to talk him.
I just want to hope that he keeps on living until I see him again, and maybe strike a conversation.
But taking a step into his world.... I anticipate him telling me to get out.
I don't want to take a step when he doesn't have any intention of letting me in.
Argh, I'm not saying going to say anything.
He does have a social worker trying to get through to him, and this is also the guy that inspired me to become a social worker, so mmm....
I feel like I failed to do the right thing, but did I really?
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