Fighting for Control

Eyyyy! Just did my no video games for a WEEK!

And now tonight, I shall dine marvelously to make up lost time.

Well that was the route that I would usually take of, but that's not really making use of this whole week.

Thought about if I could keep this up until Christmas, but that's quite a while away.

Talked about it with my men's cell today and we....

[I stopped typing yesterday and I'm just going to close it with today]

....we thought about ideas for a new hobby. Possibilities would working out [nah], making my ideal dance club at school [if anything, I will start working on it next semester], and my own idea was to start up swimming again. [which is most likely to happen]

And with that goal in mind, I am going to be doing at least another week of NO GAMING.

No, I am not going to even touch it.

(okay, only exception is when I log it to get the daily reward, but I don't play, just sign in!)

I'm also checking out choir at school, might join it next semester.

And I'm actually helping out my housemate with Statistics, proof that I am using my time more efficiently.

A little not that believable, but what if God is a bit happy that I am trying to change for the better.

Like I am still sinning and do many many things wrong, but I am trying to change.

Trying.... more like struggling to change.

This is something that's such a deep part of me.

Having bad time-management? Totally Marco.

So like I stayed up late working on an assignment, and I set my alarm for 9am for my morning class.

But my phone died, and I didn't wake up until I felt like the time is wrong, I should be awake by now.

And BOOM, I found my dead phone and turned on my laptop to see that it was 10:15am, just enough time to catch my usual bus.

I dunno, pretty coincidental eh?

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I don't know if it's one person or not, but I got around 50+ views in like 5mins today.

Hm.

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I never expected myself to get so HORRIFIED, from watching a video about how the First Nations were treated.

The video wasn't gruesome or violent, but seeing how the children were brainwashed and alienated from their family and culture....

It was even more creepy when a girl IN MY CLASSROOM started singing along to the songs that were little Aboriginal girls were learning.

Somehow, I see Nuns as the new creepy clown. Ugh.