What am I running on?

Fuel.... wood, emotions, a goal, survival, adrenaline....

Ask them a question.

Good people say: "Because that's what I feel like I should be doing."

Certain religious people say: "Because it's what I am called to do."

What do I say?

I say both what good people say, and certain religious people say.

But I ain't good nor am I religious.

It's like....

I just realized I've been running on empty for so long.

For so long, means like, for so looooong.

And I don't find anything, anything in me that makes me really want to do things.

I heard people say:

It's good to want things for yourself.

Is that what it means?

I need to be more selfish.

Cause right now, my purpose being to look for a purpose, isn't working out.

My room feels like it's filled up head high with water, and I'm losing feeling everyday.

It feels better when I am asleep.

READ, I need to read.

Bye.