I should be resting....

but I haven't collapsed at 10pm today.

pop pop pop

-kids + (assistant) crew leaders went to indoor beach yesterday

-left the rest of the volunteers except for Jerry at church

-we played team-building games which were INTENSE (getting 20-ish people over a ribbon that's taller than me without breaking it. Omg, we succeeded and totally started trusting each other)

-I caught a lot of girls today. I saw one girl in my group that was wobbling, and my immediate reaction was to push her up so she didn't fall headfirst.... and BAM! Boob. Well she didn't look like she noticed, so eh....

-A camp, there have already 4 girls who talks to me like we are really close. I am.... not exactly leading them on, but I'm still not making my boundaries really clear. Like, clinging onto my shoulders from behind, hugging me (even I soaked in sweat from basketball).... I dunno about this one, but playing Rock-Paper-Scissor slap?

-then Chris Chung was like "This game isn't edifying God, you should play Rock-Paper-Scissor HUG!" Eh, the girl and I just gave an awkward hug and.... I felt awkward, so I gave a real hug. AND THEN, Chris went behind me and gave me a legit bone-crushing hug. Like lifted me up while I was sitting, and squeezing all the air out of me AND more.
-okay, I didn't get to everything I wanted to, but I need sleep. Baddd.

Goodnight.

(everyday, up at 6:55am. 8:10am at church. Home by 9/10pm.)

OMG, Garit. I still have trouble with the kids labeled as 'special need'. I want to develop skills for them too!