Now what?

A question from my devotional book I decided to focus on.

It asked:
Now what? The Son of God came, so you can recognize and understand the truth of God. Now what will you do with it?

Well the emotions of feeling like a failure has been dealt with, as I secured my resolve with understanding that God is all that matters.
Am I pursuing God still?
Is repeating a year holding me back from spreading God's love?

No.
While it may be argued that it will take me an extra year before I can share God's love as a social worker, there are many things I can still do as a student.

- - - - -

How am I using my knowledge of God?

Well since God is infinite, therefore there will always be more knowledge about God that I can seek.
Acknowledging that I really want to learn more about God, allows me to try and give Him time.

And it's hard.
It always has been hard.
But it's a little easier through the 4 years I've been seeing life with another pair of lens.