There is so much in life

Life was interesting, but what will it look like when I start being intentional?

Like today, there was this school friend that wanted to visit me at work.
And I was wonder if I should text her a reminder/question if she was still coming.

I thought about it.
I could ask her if she was coming.
But she could have thought that I had romantic feelings for her if I mentioned that I wanted her to come.

But I did want her to come.
I was excited since there have been many people who talked about visiting me, but forgot about it.
I was excited because I enjoyed talking with her.
I really did want her to come.

So I decided.
I want to be intentional, intentionally opening myself to her.
She shares the same lonely feelings that I have.
I want to become that big brother could help her.

With that text of "shall I be seeing you today?", I got to serve her food and provide her with a place where she could relax and read.
And on my break, we talked, discussed, and shared.

And you know what?
That event today may not have existed if I didn't create that intention of telling her that I wanted her to visit.
So that was.... probably easy if we put this on a scale of comfort level.
Where will leaving my comfort zone, lead me into?