Going for The Strongest?

Haha. I see my limits and has an idea where I am at.

There is not even a need to detail what aspects I am lacking in.

Still, that does not mean I will give up.

Growing stronger can always be a goal.

How about the thing in me, that just wants to give up?

I mean, giving up on life is so easy in comparison to living after seeing how easy giving up is.

Like seriously, I get so confused asking myself what I want from life.

Gear change.

Softball playoffs!

We're in for the first time!

Our record is 7W-1L-2T!

And you know what?

Each year I feel like playing less and less.

The team moral this year, only runs on winning.

Lack of teamwork, respect, encouragement.

Is it because the 'graduating to university' factor that makes some of them act this way?

Cocky, cliche-y, fake.

I want to play again but.... softball is probably demoted to the near last priority next year.

CHANGE.

VBC was quite successful in my opinion.

Learned new skills, friends, and well, some reputation.

I was able to work with the GMs this year very well.

I forgot, I experienced my first concussion at VBC!

Over a trust game, haha.

AFTER THIS ONE I'MA GO TO BED.

I'm going back to school in 2 weeks.

So Mom, Marbel and I are spending time together real frequently.

We didn't get to do the Learn Geography idea I had came up with.

But we're figuring out the rubix cube together, eating out, never can tells.

A little thing came up.

A discussion with Mom, about how I do not know how to make friends.

She brought it up because I've only hung out with Elsa and nobody else from MDHS.

But.... that's for another time.