I am not tasty.

Sitting there, fetal position, starfish, upside down, buddha position.

All useless positions to make me fall asleep.

What is happening this time?

Not overloading thoughts. Not excitement for an upcoming event.

Guilt.

It is so weird....

I am usually the one that is guiltLESS.

I mean, I do not have to hide much. (some people may say that it is because I cannot hide anything)

But I refrain from any lying, or doing anything that I feel like hiding.

Even so, being like that does not barricade those situations.

And I have failed.

And, I somehow hope that it will all go away with time.

AHH, I cannot sleep.

Being stressed out in a humid summer night keeps me from sleeping.

I feel horrible.

Horr-i-ble.